When I'm Feeling Down...

I just need a space to shout my mind, in silent way for sure. And I bet this particular-ordinary-yet-weird blog is the only place for me to express how I feel.

right... so I've been very busy this week.
Try Out yang akhirnya datang juga untuk pertama kalinya sepanjang sejarah SMA-ku. Yup, baru 2 tahun yang lalu aku merasakan sibuknya jadi anak kelas 9, dan sekarang aku lagi-lagi sibuk jadi anak kelas 12.
yang senasib sama aku mana suaranyaaaaaaah? *menyodorkan microphone*
Whack! *suara palu kayu nge-getok kepalaku*

dan kalian tau apa? Aku agak-agak depresi ngejalanin ini. huahahaha.. elo? depresi? preeeeet...
-____-"

This Try Out thingy really takes all my free time just to give my full-attention to the books! how about that?

and you know, even I'm not Mama Lauren nor Cinta Kuya, I have my own prediction for my Try Out result. haha.. in fact, I'm pretty sure it's an accurate prediction!
yup, true.. I can feel it.

the result will not satisfied me!
on the other word: I FAIL! failed!

There's a time when you feel like "Enough is Enough!" atau "Adakah yang lebih buruk dari ini?"
i'm feeling so low.. down.. like i can't stand it. but you know what? It's just an evil whisperer. if you listen more carefully, you'll hear an angel whisper "You can get trough it. slowly and sure. from a failure to an achievement."
ah... inilah hidup. postingan-ku sebelum-sebelumnya tidak pernah se-pathetic ini.
my life is like a big-time-rush situation. somehow i need a remote (in 'the click' movie) to stop the time.
capek yah jadi anak kelas 12? huwehehehe.. oke, jangan mulai mencercaku dengan perkataan "siapa suruh masuk aksel" itu yah.. sudah cukup perdebatan itu!

to call my spirit back, let me just sing Rob Thomas "Someday" song.. it's perfect song anyway, in my situation! FYI, sing it out loud..

you know what? I need a rest. just rest.. to help me get up. i won't stay low and down forever.
right.. i see you when i see you!
I'll take my multivitamin, and have a nice sleep as long as i can have :D