You Could Skip This Post if You Want to

well.. gunanya blog itu apa sih? haha.. istilahnya paling curhat kali yah? banyak yang bisa diceritain di blog. dan kalo kalian sering nongkrongin blogku, pasti kalian bakal sadar, kalo di blog ini isinya hal-hal umum aja. gak ada yg curhatan terlalu deep dan terlalu pribadi.
kenapa begitu? karna aku nggak suka ngungkit hal-hal yang terlalu dalam. untuk apa kuceritain? nggak ada yang penting, dan cuma bakal menghidupkan sensasi saja. huh, i'm not that kind of girl, sorry i'm not desperate for attention..

but now, i think i will make a post which is lil bit emotional. hah, that's weird, Wanda. yeah.. even i keep telling myself not to post something like this. but you know, i kinda need a place to talk. and maybe, just maybe, those whom i talked about will read this. hah!

ah, this is why i decided to write it in english. some of you may feel "ah, boring! english-written text! i'll skip this entry." yeah, and nobody will have the interest to read this.

right, jadi yang membuatku berpikir adalah: manusia itu harusnya pintar. manusia itu belajar adab kan? cuma yang bikin aku bete, manusia itu mengetahui arti suatu kata, namun tidak benar-benar mengerti! Knowing is actually not enough. KNOWING is different from UNDERSTANDING.

RESPECT; *deep sigh* i hate it when people ask me to respect them, but they don't respect me back! sickening.. respecting someone is not that hard actually. i don't like it when people try joking with me, but in the end, it leads me to anger. please, especially you, sir! *i don't think you deserve my respect, i take back the word 'sir'* don't joke with me. YOU THINK YOU'RE FUNNY? HELL NO! YOU'RE ANNOYING, BADASS!
respect me as a girl, and girls don't like the way you talk! open your eyes, please! there are girls hate you because of your attitude!

BOUNDARIES; *deep and very deep sigh* dear guys, whoever you are.. shall people beg on their toes just to tell you how much they want you not to cross the border?
I actually want to beg, but sorry, i ain't eat my pride! DON'T CROSS MY BORDER! i want to write it on my forehead.
right, it's not actually a border. it's boudaries between my bright side, and my dark side and somewhere between.
So, kalian tau gak posisi kalian dimana kalo dalam dunia gue? kalian cukup berwara-wiri di sekitar bright side gue! NO TRESPASSING to the grey area! i rule my own world, so if you wondering around, please respect my rule! i don't wanna let people walk in to my grey area, unless, i allow them to pass. but for YOU, I DON'T LET YOU PASS THE BOUNDARIES! SO WHY ARE YOU GUYS STILL TRYING TO?
yup, it's actually happen to my life for some cases! please, kalian tau kan artinya boundaries? batasan? boundaries ku sama kayak garis kuning polisi, gak boleh dilewatin!

PRIVACY; hell no, what do you want from me? i ain't a celebrity! i don't need publicity. i don't need someone digging way too deep about my life. i keep some secrets. so what? people do the same. and JUST BECAUSE I DON'T TELL YOU MY SECRETS, DOESN'T MEAN I WANT YOU TO FIGURE OUT BY YOURSELF!
don't try to play detective with my life! you may reveal anybody's secret and they won't be mad to you. but FYI, i do mad!! *at the top of emotion*
when i don't tell my secret, it means i have reasons to hide it. so please, i beg you guys.. stop trying to figure out my secret!
"hey, i know your secret actually.. it's blablablabla, don't worry. i'll keep it save!" that's what you say!
and look what happen, you pretend like you know my story, you pretend like you know me. and you finally make a fantasy about my life in your head. kamu tiba-tiba ngarang cerita yang gak bener! kamu bangga bisa reveal privacy-ku?? GO GET MY MID FINGER!


ah, you know, i could be so mad. dan aku sempat berencana memang mau langsung ngamuk ke orangnya langsung *oke, ini bukan hanya dendam pada 1 orang, tapi beberapa orang*. tapi aku masih berpikir ulang, entah apa yang menahan aku untuk gak marah ke mereka. aku cuma malas cari gara-gara lagi, aku malas liat muka mereka kalo aku marahin..

satu intinya, ini idupku, kalo aku kasih ijin kalian wara-wiri di bright side-ku, please jangan minta lebih dong!